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gornboat akevchi. ([personal profile] miscakes) wrote2020-02-16 06:35 pm
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brokethefirst: (☾ they can carry me)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-08 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
[s i g h s

why are you like this]


Akechi. Can we talk?
brokethefirst: (☾ but see turning them on)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-08 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
[wow some strong akane vibes here]

Because I wanted to make you an offer.

Please.
brokethefirst: (☼ a little more like knocking)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-08 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
Yes.

[Now that he's finally looking up - congrats, this is about the most serious she's ever looked.]

Your wounds haven't been properly dressed. If you'll allow me to examine you, I'll allow you to ask whatever it is you would like of me.

I... assume you have more than enough questions to make that a fair trade.
brokethefirst: (☼ a lot like gone for good)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-08 12:39 pm (UTC)(link)
The former is my benefit. The latter is yours.

[She looks like she wants to explain further, but her mouth clamps shut. No. He could have his question answered if he agreed.]
Edited 2020-03-08 12:39 (UTC)
brokethefirst: (⚙ so now this room's all staged)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-09 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
Explaining now would likely be an answer to a question you already have, and therefore defeat the purpose of this arrangement entirely.

[that's a lot of words

A beat. Her eyes soften.]


If you don't trust me, Akechi, you... can just say so. I understand. I just wanted to extend the offer.
brokethefirst: (⚙ they fed you that bad seed)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-09 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
[Oof. Where to start.]

All I know is that you have some, um... complicated feelings that you obviously don't want anyone to see. I don't know why. I can't say I agree with it, with what little I do know... and I get the feeling it's not something you would ever want to converse about.

But... you're still a person. You're still Akechi. Just a much more... complex Akechi than what most people see.

...

I... won't pretend like your words and actions haven't hurt. I can't ignore that. That doesn't change how I feel about wanting you to be okay, though, or... wanting to treat you decently.

I didn't do a very good job of that last week. So I... I don't blame you for holding it against me.
Edited 2020-03-09 04:38 (UTC)
brokethefirst: (☾ but see turning them on)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-10 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
[There's a sad tugging at her lips, almost enough for a smile. It's like listening to poor Kyle all over again...

...

She'll carefully extend a hand out, a delicate gesture to follow.]


Please. Take your time.
brokethefirst: (☼ a lot like gone for good)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-10 01:40 am (UTC)(link)
[She'll stay quiet until they've entered the infirmary, making sure that both of the adjacent doors are closed.]

If you could please take off your shirt. You can use the bed if it suits you.

[Whether he does or not, she's already grabbing a few things. Gloves, antiseptic, bandages... she hesitates on the suture kit before placing it on the counter, just in case.]

I meant what I said. You can ask whatever you'd wish, so long as you allow me to do this. I... I'll answer to the best of my ability.
brokethefirst: (☾ but see turning them on)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-10 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
[not looking up from what she's doing. she ain't gonna pretend like you're not gonna immediately bolt, sir.]

Because taking care of a human being is something I'm inherently programmed to do.
brokethefirst: (☼ happiness was just outside my window)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-10 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
That's correct.

[If you're gonna be just business, Akechi, then so is she. Well... as best as she can, at least.

Gonna take a closer look at you, twink detective. She knows he has one on his arm and his side, but what else are we looking at here?]


It's a close guess. What happened on Wednesday was intentional. I... believe was linked to Ash the whole week, and I... um... lost my temper numerous times. Sometimes irrationally so. I knew from previous conversations that the failure of some of my higher level processes would be something that a human mind apparently can't take. But I only meant it to gain space. And yet, I... I took it too far.

...

[She'll swallow dryly.]

Friday was... different.