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gornboat akevchi. ([personal profile] miscakes) wrote2020-02-16 06:35 pm
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brokethefirst: (☼ a little more like knocking)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-19 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
...No. It's not.

I... I was so angry when he told me he was going to kill others and just... just leave me behind for selfish reasons... I couldn't think. All I knew was that I had to do something.

...

A robot must protect its own existence... except when such action would conflict with the First or Second Law. To bear witness to someone willing to take a life, openly so, and to do nothing to sucessfully intervene... that is a conflict of the First Law.

I had brought a scalpel with me, in hopes that if he would attack me, he would be able to... to get it out of his system without doing any real damage. I just turned it on myself.

He said I mattered too much. So I... I mutilated myself to force him to change his mind.
brokethefirst: (⚙ holding your beating heart)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-19 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
O-of course I wouldn't...!

[She seems to realize immediately that she's no longer in a state to defend herself on that regard, though. Her mouth immediately shuts, carefully trying to consider what to say next.]

...

I'm... not allowed to kill myself simply because I might be in a state of despair, Akechi. I don't... I don't entirely know why I went as far as I did... even though the logic is sound for the sake of directives, I... I wouldn't want to do that normally...

That's part of why I don't want to be near Reito. I... I think I was effective, but... not in a good way at all.
brokethefirst: (☼ a little more like knocking)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-20 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
...I know.

He's... very, very emotionally volatile at the moment. I know better than to push something with someone like that now...

[And she's just. Going to intentionally glance towards Akechi.]
Edited (NIK UR ICON) 2020-03-20 21:34 (UTC)
brokethefirst: (☼ happiness was just outside my window)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-23 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
Akechi...

[And once again, she's leaving a conversation with him feeling like the object. But right now, given what she's just told him... maybe that was for the best.]

O...okay. I'll be there.